Im sorry

Mom , i'm sorry i couldn't accompany you anymore at bentong . I feel so guilty leaving you alone there , especially when dad goes out station . Now our family is all far apart from each other . For now , dad's in kl , you're in bentong and i'm in kuantan . Gosh i really do miss you everyday when you're not around . I wish i could just alter everything that's in life :(

Well these flowers are all that i could think of giving to my mom for mother's day , it isn't much but i think she does appreciate me giving these to her , I LOVE YOU MUMMY <3

These few days , i just lost my spirit . Usually , i can always hide all my sadness beneath my smile and laughter but i can't hide it anymore . I'm just too worried that i'll lose him since i'm feeling that we're growing further apart . Yes you did say you want to focus on your SPM but is it so hard to even say goodnight and i love you even ONCE a day . I miss talking to you , i miss your warm smile , i miss your jokes , I just miss the old you :(