I'm posting on 8/5 when i'm trying to type about 7/5 . Haih . I still don't know how's 8/5 gonna be . Please be a high spirited day for me ! I'm already feeling down here . Gosh help me . Hey honey , i love you so much ! Please don't try to leave me , I can't deal with it . We still didn't break up but I can bet when we meet or see each other later on monday it'll be really awkward . I just might shed a tear if I see that face of yours . I don't wanna lose you even for a mere minute . I know we're taking our SPM this year , by being a couple doesn't mean we can't study or have good grades . If you really want good grades , just study smart and focus on your studies , having a girlfriend doesn't really give an impact to your studies if you're serious about your results ! They way you talked to me earlier was like you just wanna break up for a while and after SPM you wanna be a couple back . We'll it's still hard for me to handle . You said you love me but is it really true ? I just can't lose someone I love again . I'm already alone , I don't want you to leave me . The last thing you said to me was ' I do love you , but at the wrong time ' then you just said bye without any ILY . I miss talking to you dear . When I asked you do you wanna break up , you said it's a hard decision , I just want you to tell me the truth . I need you honey ! Don't leave me okay ? :(
